Introductions?

When I was young, I always thought of it as such an honor, such a right of passage. I daydreamed about it so often; what kind of car I would get, all the places I would go, all the things I would do. Now that I have it, my car sits lonesome in the driveway. I went through all the motions, took the tests, took the lessons, and bought the car, but now it just sits there. I can't afford to really drive it anywhere.

I live in a small town. So small, that I can walk anywhere I need to go within my town. However, my town is so small that there really isn't anywhere of particular interest to visit. I bus nearly anywhere I need to go. I'm in a bit of a cut-off location, so it takes some time to get anywhere else, but it's all I can do to get out and enjoy myself. Even busfare is rising, though. My boyfriend lives in the city, 50 or 60 kilometers away, so I bus to see him every weekend. Life's busy though, and I can't make it up so often any more. For the past few months I've been wishing that things will settle down.

I'm a senior in highschool now, and I cannot wait to graduate in just a few months.

Things just keep getting crazier and crazier, and though I want all the trouble to end, a part of me can't wait to see where it'll take us.